Today I am sad.
Sad for a variety of reasons, but the biggest reason had to go back to Utah today.
As excited as I was for her to arrive two weeks ago, that is how let down I am today.
I don't know if I will ever get used to sending a child to live and go to school far away from my maternal embrace.
It has to happen, right? I mean, they can't live with you forever, right? Where did the years go?
Sometimes I think I'm in a time warp, and I don't know how to get out.
I know I should be posting happy things about how great the holidays were with everyone under one roof - and they were, don't get me wrong! And I'll post all about them, tomorrow, maybe. But today I think I'll just be sad until I can get back into the groove of life with the youngest 3 children (whom I dearly love and adore as much as the oldest - PLEASE don't ever leave me, OK?) and my sweet husband.
Oh, well, at least she left a bunch of stuff behind for us to look at... (Thanks, Lyss! Love you!)
5 years ago